Mostly Harmless


Enemy at the Gates Deconstructed
July 7, 2010, 12:00 AM
Filed under: History, Uncategorized, World War II | Tags: , , , ,

I’m afraid I had more trouble coming up with scenes true to history than ones not, being rather unfortunately bombarded by glaring inaccuracies in Jean-Jacque Annaud’s Enemy at the Gates (2001). First, the bad news: the depiction of the style of fighting by the Red Army at Stalingrad is virtually the opposite of the truth, the sniper duels between Zaitsev and König and the happy ending are pure Hollywood, and the given impression that Khrushchev led the Soviet army at Stalingrad is false, among other smaller and more-debated issues (such as the characters of Danilov and König and, inevitably, the whole Tania situation).

Jude Law's portrayal of Vaseli Zaitsev

The real Vasily Zaytsev

In the very beginning of the film, “zagradotryads” (barrier soldiers) are depicted being forced to face Nazi machine guns, half of them rifleless in a weak imitation of the opening sequence in Saving Private Ryan. The men are herded towards the Nazis by sadistic whistle-blowing, machine gun-wielding Soviet officers in an extremely foolish attempt at stalling the Nazis. None of this ever occurred at Stalingrad, the Soviets would never have wasted so many men in such a pointless fashion. This was purely for cinematic purposes to grab attention at the beginning and pull people in with an excess of blood—something that seemed to work well for Saving Private Ryan.

Snipers do not duel. It’s just a fact. They can’t. Once a sniper shoots, he or she must get away as fast as they can for Shock troops are on the way. Enemy at the Gates portrayed snipers like amateur detectives: stalking each other around and hiding, taking a shot every now and then. Sure, that bit with the mirror was cool, but it was pure Hollywood—completely historically inaccurate.

And a happy ending for the Vasseli/Tania romance? A likely story. In reality, Zaitsev received a letter notifying him of Tania’s death and he never questioned it. He married another woman after the war and had a family. Tania did not know what had become of him until 1969. They never saw each other again. But of course Hollywood couldn’t give the public this, oh no. They cooked up some impractical and improbable letter romance which eventually leads Vasseli to Tania’s hospital bed where she has amazingly recovered. And they lived happily ever after. *Closing music, roll credits*

What happened to Zhukov, Vasilevsky, and Chuikov, the real commanders of the Red Army at Stalingrad? Oh, we’re sorry, they have ceased to exist for the ease of the filmmakers. Instead, Khrushchev runs everything from right there. Of course.

Nikita Khrushchev

The love triangle. The most inanely Hollywood bit of the story. What is it but Twilight forced on the heros of the war? There is no way that Danilov could ever have met Tania. His contact with Zaitsev was limited and he would never have known of anything between the sniper and Tania. The love triangle could not be for that simplest of reasons.

Onto the rather few and far between accuracies. My favorite one: Khrushchev’s filthy mouth: “The Nazis are beginning to shit their pants!” We know he did talk like this, if not with the cockney accent of Bob Hoskins. Another accuracy: Danilov making Zaitsev (really Zaytsev, but that’s hardly the film’s most egregious error) a national propaganda hero. This did happen, thank goodness. Though whether or not a German Major König was sent to kill him is unknown, though highly doubted.

Note: This was a homework assignment for my WWII history class which I posted for fun.



IRJ-Reflection #22

When Selfless Turns Selfish: Or Does Selfless Even Exist?

About two days ago, I was listlessly sitting at the piano in my living room, banging at the keys occasionally to make it sound like I wasn’t doing precisely what I was, and staring at the bookshelf to my left. I must have stared at those same thirty or so books for half an hour before I actually got around to reading their titles and then finally, their authors. Brushing past various tomes of Henry James, Charles Dickens, Bernard Shaw, Anton Checkhov, E. M. Forster, and even Charles Kingsley (who are all great men in their way, but did not write the kind of thing you just randomly decide to open in order to entertain yourself while supposedly practicing Clementi), I lighted on a name which ever since fifth grade and my first encounter with The Importance Of Being Ernest has been synonymous with a sharp wit and a good laugh: Oscar Wilde.

All too often have I professed myself to be a great fan of Wilde, but really in all fairness, I was a fan of The Importance of Being Ernest, not of Wilde for I had not read enough of his work (having only read the aforementioned play and Lady Windermere’s Fan). With this in mind (as well as the promise of a laugh that would free me from the constraints of a long-dead composer’s legacy which I had been forced to stare at on and off since the ripe old age of seven) I pulled The Happy Prince and Other Tales down from the shelf.

The moment I read ‘High above the city, on a tall column, stood the statue of the Happy Prince” (Wilde, 1), I remembered a conversation with my mum about this very story in which she had told me that every time she read it, she cried. “Wonderful,” I thought sarcastically, “and just when I was looking for a laugh.” But for some reason, I can’t say what, I decided to read it anyway.

For those who don’t know, Oscar Wilde was not only a playwright, but also a writer of fairytales (and even one novel). The Happy Prince (a sadly ironic title) was one of his fairytales, as was made quite clear by the language and style it was written in. However, half a page in I started to notice that Wilde’s use of Anderson-esque speech was not in all seriousness, but rather a parody of the traditional method. This became more and more apparent as I continued and the story conveyed fewer and fewer traditional fairytale themes in that flowery but simple language and more and more of Wilde’s political, social, and in general world views.

In a daze I completed the mere fifteen pages of intense love and sadness and then turned back to page one and began again. I read it three times before I stopped and really gave my brain a chance to catch up with everything I had just read. A funny thing about the ‘aftermath’ of having read Wilde’s short story was that I couldn’t marshal my thoughts. Not that I normally am able to file them away in neatly color-coded files marked by subject and then arranged perfectly in file-cabinets or drawers—no, that I leave for people like my English teacher—but normally I could give a person the basic idea of what I thought. Not that I thought. For really after reading that story all that I knew was that it made me think. About what? I couldn’t say.

Now I’m sitting at this computer, staring at what I’ve written, and realizing that I still haven’t made any type of point about this story that so deeply affected me. And again I ask myself why it affected me. But it’s not enough to just answer “It did”. I could turn the entire thing around and tell you, my dear readers whoever you are, that sometimes things just affect you very deeply and you can’t say or know why, and pretend that was my point all along. But I won’t because I still have some faith in my ability to sort through the heaps of thought rattling around in my brain.

The Happy Prince deals with a statue of a prince who sits high atop a column and must stare out across his city day after day, witnessing the miseries of its people, but having no power to alter any of it. A swallow, late in migrating to Egypt, alights one day on his shoulder and speaks to the prince who tells the little bird of the sufferings of the people. The swallow then agrees to delay his journey to Egypt and help the impoverished seamstress mother of a sick child by taking the ruby from the prince’s sword hilt and delivering it to her. Once this is done, the prince convinces the swallow to stay longer and complete two more such missions, using the sapphires that are the Prince’s eyes. After this, the swallow stays with the prince out of love and loyalty, performing one more task to help the people of his city before the harsh winter kills him. As his little friend breathes his last breath, the prince’s leaden heart cracks and the next day he is taken away and melted for he is no longer beautiful having given his jewels and gold leaf to the poor.

Perhaps the most obvious point Wilde makes in this story is that about the deplorable position of the impoverished in the world at his time, and indeed the point holds true into this year, 2010, a little over 120 years later. However, I think such a point should be canvassed in quite a different way than I have begun here, when I have not already exceeded the suggested number of words by 800 (or so), and have not already written a preamble about nothing much.

Therefore I will examine the selflessness portrayed in the story by both the prince and the swallow. The prince sees the suffering of others and does not hesitate to give what he has to aid them in their plight, even at risk of his own ‘life’. The swallow remained in the cold, bitter winter to at first aid the prince and thereby the people and later out of his love for the prince. This seems about as selfless as it gets, right? That’s what I thought too, and even, I guess, still think on some level. but when I really began to examine the motives of both the prince and the swallow, I began to question (as it  is my nature to question anything and everything) whether either of them were really ll that selfless.

According to Merriam-Webster, selfless is and adjective meaning a person ”concerned more with the needs and wishes of others than with [their] own”. Okay, sounds about right. But is that truly what either the swallow or the prince were? First I shall attack the poor little swallow’s supposed ‘selflessness’. The swallow at first refused to aid the prince in his—what shall I call it?—charity work, in the first case aiding a poor mother care for her sick son. The swallow tells the prince that he will not aid him, saying “I don’t think I like boys” (Wilde, 7). This is obviously very selfish; he is not by any definition putting other’s wishes before his own. Now one might argue that “Oh, he had a change of heart, he saw what good he could do in the world.” I don’t think so. He actually only ever agrees to aid the prince because he sees that he has made the prince sad. He goes out of his way to help someone he claims not even to like for the prince. Later on, we see that indeed the little bird loves the prince, that being his motivation for staying in the first place. And is not love an entirely selfish emotion? The swallow, it seems, had no real thought for the people, but only for the prince. If he had really cared about ending the sufferings of the poor, he would not have protested at the prince’s decision to give his eyes and skin to the cause. But he did. So doesn’t it seem fair to argue that the noble little bird was in fact guilty of the most selfish crime of love?

Now I can see people reading this and picturing me as the meanest, coldest, most uncaring misanthrope there ever was. And if you know me, I hope you realize that I didn’t get brainwashed this weekend. I merely am questioning the swallow’s motives, not his acts. His acts are as noble and unquestionably true as they could possibly be and I appreciate him and love him for it. Nor am I suggesting that love is a bad thing. Not in the slightest! Love makes the world go round, after all (and I really do like my seasons!). I really just want to question whether love is, by nature, selfish and whether, indeed, then such a thing as selflessness truly exists. For aren’t we humans a self-obsessed lot by nature as well?

The whole thing is most complicated and deserves more thought and discussion than I can give it here. But I hope, what small confusion I have given voice to here can express part of the turmoil I felt during the reading of The Happy Prince.

A/N: I know that this is long and rambling and I probably should have just deleted paragraphs 3, 4, 5, 6, and perhaps 8 upon their completion, but I felt that they were an important part of the process I went through to figure out what on earth I felt about The Happy Prince and should therefore be spared.



IRJ-Reflection #20

The idea for this comes from the story of God’s test of Abraham’s faith by asking him to sacrifice his son, Isaac.

Things Never Happen the Same Way Twice

It was the fourth night now. The fourth night in a row. The fourth time she had started up, sweating, surprised by the darkness. The fourth time she had woken with that voice in her head. Always the same one. The same bright white light, the same voice… the same words.

Slowly and cautiously letting herself down onto her elbows, Laura glanced at the clock. 4:57 a.m. Too early to wake Claire, but too late to fall properly back to sleep. Reaching across the bed, she nearly knocked her grandmother’s cracking, old lamp off the table in the process of yanking the stiff cord which—nine times out of ten—would turn the light on. The sudden light emitted by the fading bulb was enough to blind her for a moment; a reminder of The Dream. Lights popping before her eyes, Laura felt around for the book on her bedside table. It was old and dog-eared, full of fading post-it notes, and hard to read for all the hand-written annotations covering the text in many places. There were entire sections that were highlighted in yellows or blues (and sometimes both) and in one or two places even newspaper clippings or what looked like internet articles were paperclipped in. The title was only just recognizable beneath the name “Laura Moran”. She traced it absentmindedly with a finger as she opened the book and a folded newspaper clipping from 1974 fell out onto the coverlet.

Above a fuzzy black-and-white photo of what looked like half a skeleton ran the headline: “The Newest Link in the Fossil Trail”. And beneath it: “How We Know What We Think We Know About Evolution”. Laura brushed the article aside and picking up a pen, began to read Genesis for perhaps the hundredth time.

At six o’clock the alarm blared and Laura reluctantly shut the Bible. Half an hour later she was in the kitchen, frying eggs, while trying to read the day’s schedule off of her Blackberry’s tiny, sticky, and blurry screen. She had just managed to decipher that she had to be at work half an hour earlier than usual that day in order to prepare for a lecture when a small, sleepy voice asked, “Mummy, is something burning?”

Laura whirled around to look at the toaster, which, indeed, was smoking. “Oh, bloody Hell!” she exclaimed exasperatedly as she hastily removed the frying pan from the burner and unplugged the toaster. She swiftly deposited the frying pan on the table and motioned for a small, angelically blond child, whose head rested tiredly against the doorframe to come sit down, before turning around to attempt to fish the charred bits of bread from the still smoking toaster.

“Mummy?”

“Yes, dear?”

“I thought you didn’t believe in Hell,” the child said, yawning and slowly trying to blink the sleep from her eyes.

“I don’t, Claire,” Laura said, a little distractedly as she desperately tried to salvage one of the pieces of toast by scraping the blackest bits off into the sink.

“But then why’d you say ‘Bloody Hell’ like that?” Claire asked, sticking her finger in the jam and then licking it meditatively.

“Sometimes people say things like that when they’re tired or frustrated. It’s just an exclamation, they don’t necessarily mean anything by it.”

“You’re one of those people, Mummy?”

“I guess I am. And Claire?” The little girl looked up from the jam jar. “You shouldn’t repeat that exclamation. It’s not very polite.” Claire nodded automatically and Laura smiled. “Eat your eggs, now.”

***

“What about heaven, Mummy? And angels? Do you believe in them? You know, I’ve seen an angel. He was really tall and white everywhere. His clothes were white—Mummy, he was wearing a dress!—his wings were white, and even his hair was white. And he had this circle thing above his head. It wasn’t pure white—more like white gold. I forget what Miss Parsons called it in class. A ha—a hi—”

“A halo?” Laura asked, flicking on the windshield wipers as what had been a steady drizzle steadily increased. They were in the car on the way to Claire’s primary school, and Laura was running late.

“That’s it! A halo! Father Pyle says that it’s a manifexation of your spirit outside your body—I think. What does that mean, Mummy?”

Laura sighed as she checked her watch. “I think you mean manifestation, honey. Do you know what a spirit or a soul is?” She watched Claire nod vigorously in the rearview mirror. “Well, the halo represents the person’s soul on the outside of their body. Really what I think Father Pyle was trying to say was that a halo represents the spirit going beyond the physical body, as it were. It’s a tangible reminder of the fact that angels are of two worlds. Or really, not of this world.” Laura glanced up into the rearview mirror. Claire’s eyes were wide with wonder. She quickly bit back a remark about how “it was all a story” and let her daughter enjoy it.

Twenty minutes later, Claire had been dropped at school and Laura was sprinting the six flights of stairs to her department as the elevator was out of service—again. She burst through the door of the office she shared with her partner and began to rattle off an apology before she noticed that he wasn’t there. Panting slightly, she set her bag down and sank into her chair, pressing the power button on her desktop computer as she did so. After a minute had gone by and the ancient device still hadn’t turned on, she pulled a stack of students’ papers towards her to begin grading. As she opened the first one, a note fluttered to the floor as it had been lying on top of them all. She picked it up.

Laura—

Gone to see Simmons, the lecture was canceled. I’ll be back in an hour or so and we can discuss your theory about Indonesia.

Peter

Well that was a relief, she hadn’t been ready for that lecture at all. Laura glanced at the title of the paper. It was lucky she wasn’t an English teacher, she thought, for she was quite sure there were a number of things wrong with that title, though she couldn’t have said what. She began to read the paper. Five minutes later she was still reading the same paragraph and still had no idea what the topic was. Well, that was what came of waking up at five in the morning after going to bed shortly before one. She sat back and rubbed her eyes. Moments later, she was asleep.

The white light. The voice. A rush of sound. Laura jerked awake, trembling, and not just because someone was shaking her.

“Laura. Laura. God, you must be tired! You haven’t fallen asleep at work since Thomas’ lecture on metaphysics last year!” Laura’s eyes slowly focused and she realized it was Peter who had woken her and was now gazing at her with some concern. She shook her head trying to remember what the voice had said. And suddenly she heard it again.

“Laura Moran. Take your daughter, your only daughter Claire, whom you love, and go to a secluded hill, and offer her there as a burnt offering in the place that I show you.”

Laura jumped up, staring at the man in the corner. It was obviously he who had spoken, but why hadn’t Peter turned at the sound?

“Laura?” Peter asked tentatively, looking at the crazed look in her eyes as she stared into the corner.

“Laura Moran. Take your daughter, your only—”

“Stop,” Laura said, still staring at the man. But he continued on resolutely, “. . .whom you love, and go—”

“Stop!” Laura said, quite loudly.

“Laura?” Peter’s hand was on the doorknob now.

“. . .and offer her there as—”

“Shut it!” Laura screamed. She whirled around. Peter was gone and the man in the corner seemed to be laughing as he continued to repeat the command.

“. . .that I show you.” He paused, laughter completely gone from his face as he studied the tear tracks etched on her face. “Laura Moran, I know you have read the Bible. I know you know what happens to the faithless and those who do not heed my command. So I say again, take your daughter—”

“When?” she interrupted. He smiled.

***

“But Mummy, why do I have to leave early? I haven’t even had lunch yet and—”

“Claire, don’t complain.”

“But Mummy—”

Sweetie, I said don’t complain.” Laura fumbled in her bag with one hand, while keeping the other firmly clenched on the steering wheel. Eventually she withdrew it, holding a little foil packet.

“What’s that, Mummy?” Claire asked, interestedly.

“Vitamins. Now where’s your water bottle?”

“I left it at school, but—”

“Damn!” Laura cut across her so loudly that Claire looked a little frightened by the sudden change in her mother. “I’m sorry sweetie,” Laura quickly amended, “I’m just under a lot of pressure right now, okay? Alright, I’ll just have to see if I have one. . .” With a screech of brakes, Laura pulled over to the grassy roadside, and jumped out into the pouring rain. As she went she was muttering, “Still raining hard. . . maybe that’s my chance. . . fire won’t start in this weather. . . . Even so. . . Isaac lived. . . it was only a test. . .” But just as she threw open the boot, the rain slowed, and came to a stop and a ray of clear sunlight beamed through a hole in the clouds. It was almost as if God had willed it so.

Laura pushed aside the hastily bought bundles of logs, kindling, and firestarters from the local supermarket, until she saw a half-empty plastic water bottle. She grabbed it and made her way back to the front seat of the car. There, she added the whitish powder from the foil packet to the water, shook it up and handed it to Claire. “Drink up,” she said as she started the car again.

“It tastes funny,” said Claire a moment later.

“Most vitamins do.”

“Why do I have to take vitamins now? I never did before,” Claire’s voice was beginning to sound whiny again, but it was also tinged with a definite sleepiness.

“No time like the present.” Five minutes later, when she pulled into a dirt parking lot, Laura opened the car door to see Claire’s head resting on her chest, her eyes closed in a deep, uninterrupted sleep. Gently she released the seatbelt and lifted the small body into her arms. It was a walk of a mere fifty yards down a small trail before Laura reached a grassy clearing where she placed Claire carefully down on the surprisingly dry ground.

Two trips from her car later, Laura had brought all the wood, kindling, and firestarters and even an old tank of gasoline up to the clearing as well. Slowly and carefully she arranged Claire’s clothes and hair as she laid her on a bed of small kindling and then began to pile wood over her body. The entire process didn’t take five minutes, even when she was glancing up at the heavens every two seconds.

Laura sat back on her heels, stalling as she examined her work. She could still see Claire’s face through the meshwork of branches and wood. It looked happy and peaceful, asleep in the middle of a dense thicket.

She stood and unscrewed the cap of the gasoline tank and doused her daughter’s clothing and the logs in the sickly smelling fluid. Laura carefully screwed the cap back on. She reached into her pocket for the fold of matches she had grabbed from beside Peter’s ashtray. With exaggerated movements, she opened it and tore one of. The first attempt at a strike tore it. The second match was blown out by the wind. The third lit as she haphazardly shielded it with a hand.

Slowly she moved towards the pyre, continually glancing up at the sky, waiting for the angel to announce she’d proven her faith. No angel came. She new that Abraham had been about to light the pyre when the angel had spoken, so she moved closer. And waited. Nothing happened. She bent down so that she was on a level with the top of the pyre. Nothing happened.

The wind had picked up again and the match went out. Hurriedly, Laura struck another one. It lit on the first strike and she held it steady, behind the windshield the pyre created. The flame straightened and held. Still nothing happened. The wind was blowing Laura’s hair around, dangerously near the flame, she grabbed it with one hand, while with the other she moved a little closer to the gas-soaked wood.

And suddenly, the match was no longer in her hand. The wind had blown from the complete opposite direction, knocking it out of her hand and onto the pyre. The sticks caught immediately, and, soon after, the logs. For a split second, Laura was stunned. And then she realized what had happened.

She jumped up, crying her daughter’s name. She began to pull the logs away, but they seemed heavier than they had before and her hands were burning. She could see her daughter’s face, staring blankly up behind a wall of fire. Her hair was on fire! Claire’s beautiful, white-gold hair was on fire! Her face was blackening! Her arms! Her dress was gone and Laura could not reach her fast enough—

Deceased

July 21, 2001

The recently apprehended murderer of her own daughter, professor of anthropology at Darwin College, University of Cambridge, Laura Hughes Moran, committed suicide last night in her cell by unknown means. The 39 year-old was still awaiting sentence, though the trial had already taken place. However, no one was uncertain as to what that sentence was to be—life, in prison or an asylum. Despite this, experts do not attribute her suicide to the overwhelming odds. Instead, it is said that it was grief and guilt that killed her. There are many unhappy to hear this, for they do not believe that a ‘monster’ such as this woman should be allowed such human feelings. Indeed, this is the first case in many years in which it has actually been suggested that the death penalty, abolished in 1964, should be reinstated. At her trial, the appointed attorney pled insanity, for all the authorities could get out of her since the moment of her arrest were disjointed phrases such as: “All his fault” “Accident” or “Should have been different”. None of this makes sense, as there was no evidence of another human being’s presence within a mile of the spot where Moran burned her daughter alive for at least two weeks.

It is rumored that on the wall of her cell she had scratched “Things never happen the same way twice.” No one is sure what this could allude to.



IRJ-Reflection #18
January 27, 2010, 9:12 PM
Filed under: English I, Genesis, Reflection, The Bible | Tags: , , , , , ,

Divine Megalomania: God’s Self-Obsession

God is generous. God is forgiving. God is loving. And God should be worshipped unequivocally. Every two-year-old knows it. But what if every two-year-old knew the definition of megalomania? If every Christian two-year-old in the world knew that a megalomaniac is someone obsessed with their own power, might they not question whether God wasn’t one of these egoists? I do, and I’m not two years old. Just the fact alone that God “created humankind in His image” (Gen. 1.27) proves that He enjoys self-glorification. The idea that mankind is modeled after God is even stressed in the Bible—appearing four times in just two verses in most translations—underlining God’s tendency toward self-exaltation.

And this is not the only example. Throughout the Bible, there is talk of the glory of God, various people glorifying God, and essentially how wonderful God thinks He is. A prime example of this is the hymn “Gloria In Excelsis Deo” (Latin for “Glory to God in the Highest”) from the lines “Glory to God in the highest heaven, and on earth peace among those whom he favors!” (Luke 2.14). Again, we are asked to glorify Him, to lift Him up (as if He needs to be any higher!), and to revere Him—along with no one else. It is unquestionable that God has power; in fact He has quite a lot of it. But such obligatory adoration is quite unnecessary and only serves to make God look power-obsessed.

The way in which Creation is presented in Genesis suggests that God created the universe in order that He might be worshipped completely by His creations. This is particularly prominent in the Genesis Chapter 3 during which Eve explains that God has told her that “you shall no eat of the fruit of the tree that is in the middle of the garden, nor shall you touch it, or you shall die” (Gen. 3.3). To this the serpent replies, “You will not die, for God knows that when you eat of it, your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil” (Gen. 3.4-5). Of course the Bible presents this in such a way that it seems that the serpent is twisting God’s words only to trick Eve into eating the forbidden fruit, but it cannot be denied that the end result is precisely what the serpent predicted. Adam and Eve gain the ‘divine knowledge’ of good and evil and God subsequently drives them out of Eden.

Why, though, would God see the need to throw His own creations out? I see three possibilities. First, that He intended to anyway, and was merely playing with Adam and Eve. Second, that it was merely because they flouted his decree regarding the tree of the knowledge of good and evil. And third, that He really was afraid that they would become His equals (or that they already were). All three of these evidence God’s sublime megalomania. In the first case, God demonstrates that He enjoys having power over others (or really everything). In the second, that He is so obsessed with his power that He cannot stand to have anyone cross Him in any way. And in the third, that because of His love for His own power, God fears the idea of another becoming his equal as Adam and Eve might’ve done if they had been allowed to remain in Eden. Based off of the serpent’s comment that Adam and Eve would “be like God” if they ate of the fruit of the forbidden tree, the last seems the most likely to me, though any really could be possible.

Really, throughout the Bible, God doesn’t give people a choice. There isn’t a “worship God, or don’t worship God” message, instead it proclaims: “worship God or burn in Hell”. And though there may be an ‘or’ in there, I really don’t consider that much of a choice. If God weren’t self-obsessed and afraid of losing His power, then He wouldn’t feel the need to require people to worship Him. But as He does, I feel justified in dubbing Him a megalomaniac. But then, what god isn’t?




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